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November 14, 2016 ©1983-2016© As the car sped faster her eyes affixed upon the setting sun, She glances in the rear-view knowing that it will catch up soon. Her foot presses a tad more on that pedal thinking that she has a chance But it keeps on creeping slowly but encasing all behind her. She wishes to run and stay in the light of that specific day, But she knows that the blackness the sadness is on it's way. She dare not weep for she knows of the cargo she carries is precious She knows no matter her pain and loneliness she has to get them "home" The blinks of light start flickering in her wake of the rubber bound sounds. He

As I sit here broken and torn tears falling from my face, resonating memories of failed and broken hearts throughout this place that I call home, I think of him and wonder if I am truly wrong, my faith is shaken my honor bruised. But I look to the skies from the tree covered skies, Searching for answers that more than not will not be there. Then I look to my hands calloused and worn as they double up into fists ready to fight forlorn. I may not wield a sword as my ancestors did but through my words I can still honor them. I will fight on for the sake of my heart and family, He was nothing more than a broken memory. For he challenged my heart

Undo, undo this pain that I have gotten, undo these memories that should be forgotten, undo this agony within an already tormented soul, undo your beliefs just once to make me whole, undo these lies that I have kept telling myself, undo these words unspoken that gave my heart wealth. Undo the love that you were showing me, undo this scent that I keep carrying within Undo this heart so it can begin again, Undo all the feels of safety and security. Undo all this false promise of love and family, Undo my heart to help me heal, Undo this love that I conjured but was never real. Undo all the happiness that I longed for within your arms. Undo all t