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In two years time I never thought it I never knew that I have had a slight epiphany it was like I awoke from this dream of misery, in two years time I have crawled from the very depths of my psyche just to realize that it wasn't you that was the necessity, for 18 years I have thought that I "needed" something like you, for 15 years I thought that I couldn't have lived without you, for a lifetime I never knew that it was me that did this all without you, you who promised a life a story, you who promised I didn't need to be strong, you who swore that I needed "reprogramming" and my coding was always wrong, you who would fight with me cause your "southern ways" were inferior to my own, you who thought in the back of your mind that I couldn't make it on my own, you would never take a walk with me, you who never knew what romance could mean, you who swore that intimacy is just a roll in the sack, you who never really had my back I was under a veil of inadequacy, Silly lil me thinking that a thing that makes good poetry was more meaningful than that of family. In two years time I have really began to see that it was always just me fighting for my life to be.....
Running from the Night
November 14, 2016
©1983-2016©
As the car sped faster her eyes affixed upon the setting sun,
She glances in the rear-view knowing that it will catch up soon.
Her foot presses a tad more on that pedal thinking that she has a chance
But it keeps on creeping slowly but encasing all behind her.
She wishes to run and stay in the light of that specific day,
But she knows that the blackness the sadness is on it's way.
She dare not weep for she knows of the cargo she carries is precious
She knows no matter her pain and loneliness she has to get them "home"
The blinks of light start flickering in her wake of the rubber bound sounds.
He
Renewed Warrior of her Faith
As I sit here broken and torn tears falling from my face, resonating memories of failed and broken hearts throughout this place that I call home, I think of him and wonder if I am truly wrong, my faith is shaken my honor bruised. But I look to the skies from the tree covered skies, Searching for answers that more than not will not be there. Then I look to my hands calloused and worn as they double up into fists ready to fight forlorn. I may not wield a sword as my ancestors did but through my words I can still honor them. I will fight on for the sake of my heart and family, He was nothing more than a broken memory. For he challenged my heart
Undo
Undo, undo this pain that I have gotten, undo these memories that should be forgotten, undo this agony within an already tormented soul, undo your beliefs just once to make me whole, undo these lies that I have kept telling myself, undo these words unspoken that gave my heart wealth. Undo the love that you were showing me, undo this scent that I keep carrying within Undo this heart so it can begin again, Undo all the feels of safety and security. Undo all this false promise of love and family, Undo my heart to help me heal, Undo this love that I conjured but was never real. Undo all the happiness that I longed for within your arms. Undo all t
If only a dream
Memories linger, like a beautiful nightmare,
Running in place on repeat.
Resonating memories some happy some heart-wrenching,
Making excuses for your actions of why you are being this way,
Envisioning our dreams and destroyed hearts.
But not finding the way to sever the chains
Wishing to feel your lips within only my mind,
Preparing my heart to again say goodbye,
Facing these broken dreams alone, not knowing if the strength still exists.
To let myself just fall apart.
You were the charming prince to a princess that was never there.
She would look into a mirror only seeing nothing but despair.
Years she has tried atoning for
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