Under the Pisces Moon

You walked into my life when I wanted to quit on my heart,
You saved me when I was wanting to fall apart.
In kind I fought for you to stay,
Even when you wanted nothing more than to walk away.
I felt your soul breathe when we were as one,
But then my Gemini spirit ran from you I came undone.
I always reminisce about us and how I betrayed our soul
I dream of ways that I can mend the wound to whole.
I had you I was yours I ran like a scared child,
Because of things that were out of control.
I needed you to fight, but I realized I needed to fight more.
Instead I let you fade from my life and out of my door.
If I could turn the hands of time I would set them two when
I never met you I never claimed to be a friend.
I ask for forgiveness cause I can't forgive myself.
I longed for your hand your heart but I strayed from my own word.  
I know that I can't be forgiven, I know that it won't be the same,
I can't help but remember, I can't fight away this longing.
I will never ask to be as we were I will never ask for the same.
Just ask for the thought of maybe mending the infliction.
I know you probably won't see this I know that it is all in vain.
But I wish to see my warrior, not slain. By the hand that loved him
Or so she claimed. My betrayal is forever unforgiven but my love remains.